week 51
tea, thoughts: fifty-first week of 2025
10:30, 18 December 2025
Location: couch at rental flat home
This tea is an evasion of a second coffee drunk too soon
I’m in for a long day, three events in one!
This is / was unthinkable, but here I am, willing to attempt itIt’s easier when there is a reason to leave, when I don’t have to choose when. So many contexts — how many me’s?
23:14, 18 December 2025
Location: couch at rental flat home
Somehow, I made it! Not even as dazed as I might be.
Astonished by changes in capacity, in self.
Still, so full, can’t sleep, but not buzzing.
The progression of the day, from one thing to the next, seems to have been fortuitous in direction.
17:15, 21 December 2025
Location: couch at rental flat home
Sweet sitting down, satisfaction, case studies shared, listening
Walked / danced 30km over the past 24 hours, gladly, but left knee and lower back complain these days
Grateful for movement, grateful for stillness



