week 49
tea, thoughts: forty-nineth week of 2025
22:02, 3 December 2025
Location: chair at dining at rental flat home
OK, so some awkwardness doesn’t mean disaster, normal, tolerable
Unfurling outward and offering — this is the path to a future
What is there but presence, a bit of static, but beneath is the vitality of it, the chew of it — who wants the slop?
17:58, 5 December 2025
Location: couch at rental flat home
This regular meeting, so stimulating, yet always makes me so sleepy. How else to be though, at the end of a Friday as a worker?
Rich conversation, some possibilities now — 1-2-1s, a group, perhaps it will work and I’ll plonk myself in front of another stretch of can-I-really?
21:30, 8 December 2025
Location: couch at rental flat home
After 11 hours of sleep, some rest — I am here
I am researching, I am formulating, I am reflecting
I am tweaking my structure and analysis
I am rereading case notes, and I am feeling care, concern and I wonder
