week 05
tea, thoughts: fifth week of 2025
14:08, 28 January 2025
Location: office chair at my desk at my primary job
Tired, tired, not in the mood for motion, not in the mood for therapy tonight
But also, potential for parallel movements
“Sink in” — Actress’ remix of Tirzah in my ears
Vertical water falling from the sky, I felt it darken
Tender, driving, frosted
18:37, 28 January 2025
Location: couch at rental flat home
Vacant vacant hard to think
Tired tired tired tired
15:06, 29 January 2025
Location: chair at my desk at secondary job
Rhythm, order, cycles
Mind in part flow, part autopilot
Sometimes, nothing clever to say!
12:10, 30 January 2025
Location: kitchen table at my art therapy placement
Understanding what witnessing is
Containment — how to contain? To be container? For a set time, then to empty it but, somehow, somewhere, can‘t hold it myself
Some carry so many burdens they can’t put down, won’t put down, for years and years, unimaginable
