week 03
tea, thoughts: third week of 2025
16:38, 16 January 2025
Location: chair at my desk at the studio
Insides out, without desire, I listen closer to rumblings, inner — hard to attune
Hope for soothing hope for soothing, a primary desire, but soothing can be danger, placating that which needs to rupture
Magnetic outwards, equidistant, but want for tunnel vision
20:15, 16 January 2025
Location: the couch at my rental flat home
Vacant, vacant, vacant
Softness, distraction, spacing
Hard to think, what am I thinking?!
16:51, 17 January 2025
Location: bed, half under the covers
Scatter rattle adrenaline cortisol, which what but it’s flowing through
Today, a splitting a rolling off in different corners, hard to gather
Once it frays, hard to hug it all back, close
Overlaps, loose shape fluster trajectorySit in it, mired, unmoored
